He cares

Hey.

Harini puasa ke-9.

And i am not fasting due to my period.

The pain is terrible.

I wanna cry so badly.

And he,

Would never care my feelings

And cares whenever he wants

Am i always be like this

Being left out that never ever one person who really did care about me?

Even my family

Friends, nahh i have no friends

Not a single one

Then i know

I would never be in anyone thoughts

Alone by myself.

But He cares about me

Alhamdulillah, Ya Allah.

My first time questions

1. First mobile phone (Literally pink colour)

2. First app you check when you wake up in the morning? (to check if class cancel or any important messages)

3. My first crush?

When my age 6 and i fell in love with this boy who my mother babysits him and his sister.

4. My first fear (drain and until now i still afraid to across over it)

5. My first celebrity crush (Yusry KRU)

Crush

Akhirnya selepas dua tahun memendam perasaan, aku berjaya meluahkan. Not bad at all, at least he does not totally reject me. Thanks Allah. Semalam pun kitorang chat dalam whatsapp tapi aku terasa sangat apa yang dia cakap tu. Dia kata aku jahat. Tapi disebabkan aku suka dia, dan selalu termimpi-mimpi, aku tak banyak cakap. Aku cuba kuatkan mental dan hati aku. 

At least thanks because you save my number even you don't know my name and also chatting with me last night. I appreciate it. Thanks a lot Qamarul. :)